Ery-Max.

 Hoi.

 Second time in just a couple of weeks, bwah.                                                               
I went to the doctor today, got robbed & tapped for approx. 10ml of blood. They gave me penicillin, Ery-Max, which Ill be taking for 10 days from now. She believes it to be a hidden form for pneumonia. Hah, hope it works, sick and tired of coughing. Took a stroll over to Scorpius yesterday, to check on the openinghours [missed it ofcourse], but when I turned to head back to centrum I got this terrible cough, which made my eyes water & my feet stumble. People must've believed me to be some unsteady junkie, which might be understandable, coming from Scorpius and all. Went back today though, got my henna :) Gonna get my hair all muddy again tomorrow after work, yey.

Got work on saturday, which isnt much fun. Collegue needs day off, cuz of exams, so atleast Ill be doing a good favour to someone. Bloodline at Inside tomorrow [http://bloodline-industries.blogspot.com/], but work starts at 10am on saturday, so I should be fine ;p Just a tiny bit worried about my illness, since I dont have the brains to stay home sometimes. Not even shure stayin' in would help me, since I usually dont get cold when Im out, and reaally cant stay in for an equal amount of time it takes to get rid of an pneumonia. [sun is here!]

Just heard thunder though! Aah, gorgeous thunder! I love it, love the feeling of thunder. Warm air meets cold air, nature against nature, damn powerful <3 Think it was hailing too though, which isnt just as fun. But I stayed in with my SUSHI, listening through the open window.These pictures are taken at my mom's place, for your information. I love these tiny goslings, theyre so full of life, and so soft to touch. Us people should learn from nature, ignorant assholes, not break it down.

Found this tiny tiny black spider [right] while on my knees looking at moss. Happy I managed to focus on him, he was extremely small. I was sick here aswell btw, mom dragged me along with her to this beach during easter. She'd wanted to go there for many years actually [small beach quite a long drive from where she lives], so finally made it happen. Didnt do much good to my throat though, couldnt breath in the car afterwards, and she felt really guilty xD Think it passed though.

Oh, I made some new discoveries in the world of music tonight. I believe it started with Andrew Thomas Huang [http://www.andrewthomashuang.com/index.html], while looking at his videos on this site I just linked.
I started thinking electronics,
which reminded me of sites like this
[http://www.hellwire.com/]. Some of my new discoveries are:

• http://www.myspace.com/diverje
• http://www.myspace.com/firstaid4souls
• http://www.myspace.com/ldumusic  [http://www.ldu-music.com/ldu.html] 
• http://www.myspace.com/adinferna

The Gloaming [Andrew Thomas Huang]

Time to sleep and dream, somewhere not of this world.

Good night.

Hysteria Ward.

'Evening.

                 Spunk <3

My plan today to start with, was to get up and study: be good. The only thing I did with my studies today was deleting one single sentence. I went to Kvarteret to sit there, but ofcourse I met people I knew, which didnt exactly help on my concentration. Ah well, Ill try again tomorrow, after lunchmeetings and the doctor's office [aye, I finally found a shit-expensive privat doctor, who takes 725 NOK every hour]. But since my parents reeally want me to go see a doctor, I atleast won't be paying it all by myself, hah. I got home not very long ago, went to see this lecture about architecture which lasted waaaay too long, without breaks. Im tired now, but it feels kinda good. And Simpsons are on tv ^.^

I awoke in a strange way this morning; naked, cold and confused, beneath a leopard blanket with no quilt (sheet?) [why is there no english word for that? A heavy blanket that you sleep under to keep warm. "Dyne" in norwegian.] I was wasted last night, yep. Clearly too drunk to put on a pj or something, after just two beers and two glasses of wine. I hadnt been eating too much, and we went to Wineyard at Garage, which always ends pretty crazy. Not sure how it happened though. No wonder I stay sick! There's always something going on :p The craziest part of night was my dreams; angry bulls that turned into huge women, different rooftops, bloodthirsty friends with no faces, small scary underground trains, ice cream and Kreuzberg-falaffels XD If I lose my madness, I will die unhappy. Like Don Quixote. It was a nice evening, with a couple of
buddies who all love wine, haha. And I ended up in my own bed, AND managed to brush
my teeth. So no harm done I guess. Like my friend once said; "we need to kill braincells sometimes, to clear some space for new arrivals." [There's a constant production of new ones, even though it might not seem like it]. Haha. I actually went home tonight though, without beer or anything. Starting to sound like it takes a huge effort from my side, not to drink alcohol every day; its not as bad as it sounds, but this is how studentlife is like over here. And its starting to heat up out there, summer's getting close. So there'll probably be a lot of BBQ & beer during summer. Two weeks ago I managed to collect 14 people in a park, for food and beer, was nice.

School sent me an email today; I passed on my second letter, which is good. Guess I should've been able to just send in the next one straight away, but I havent finished it yet. I have to work on that tomorrow. Also need to call the school and ask for special deals that'll allow me to send more than one letter at a time, urk.

I should sleep soon. 

Tomorrow I'll wash some clothes with my newly bought vegan & animalfriendly laundry liquid! xD

Oh, and the meeting [about volunteering at Bergenfest www.bergenfest.no] yesterday was ok. Still no timetable, guess theyre still working on it. Looking forward to it, will be fun I hope. Think Im in the right group, just hope Ill get to see the bands Ive been looking forward to, and that it wont exhaust me along with work and studies. I tend to over-estimate my capacity to do several things simultaneously, hah. 

Ulver will be playing at Bergenfest, hopefully not when I'll be working, and fingers n' toes crossed they'll let me in.

I need a scanner, a mini-laptop, a pentax camera, a sewingmachine and a cat.

I also need sleep, so sleep tight.

Ian Worrel’s Second Wind

VNV Nation - Illusion 

Who Killed Mr. Moonlight

Yo

Im tired. But there's so many things I wanna do, its nearly driving me mad.
I do appreciate my sudden urges to do strange things, I only wish I actually had the energy to make them happen, although theres usually good reasons why I dont. Right now Im just tired after a 9hours day of work, cooking and...tv-watching, hah :p Just saw The Hangover, not as good as I was hoping for.

Sometimes just plain relaxation isnt that bad, just
strange it takes so little to feel guilty for not being productive.

I miss the moon. Skies arent letting it shine down on these dirty streets, as I wish it would. Weather-report on desktop says it should, right now. Oh, and this was my dinner today, these food-photos you're looking at. Tofu & greens, ricenoodles & tomato, yum. Not to mention chinese green tea.

Tomorrow, after work, Ive got this meeting for volunteers at Bergenfest, kinda curious on where they put me, who I'll be working with and when my hours will be. Also made a deal to cook with Al someday this week, but she doesnt answer my messages. My grumpyness suddenly kicked in on saturday, and I just felt so sick and tired. Might've acted kinda harsh on them, didnt mean to. [sorry guys <3]


Ah, I have to finish letter No.3 in course35 soon, need to have it ready when they return my No.2 o...O Gotta use wednesday/thursday for that. I was also supposed to attend this strange lunch-meeting on thursday, but since I managed to lose my lunch-bong, that might be a good reason to stay home [we'll see about that though].


And fuuuck, I really WANT this camera http://www.japanphoto.no/product/digital-speilrefleks/pentax/pentax-k-x-m-18-55mm-d-al-sort! Hahah, Im starting to get so sick of bad shutterbuttons, poor lightning and bad pixels. I've got this thing for Pentax <3 Also need to go see Antonio Stasi, I need him to tell me my old analogs can be saved. This one I have is a 50's Vito Voigtlander II, gorgeous.

Despise my prohibition to buy/borrow more books, I came home from work with two more today. Auch. But I need them! One of them is an Arto Paasilinna book which I havent read yet. I have to read it, since Ive been so faithful to him 'til now. The other one was a book about food and various sorts of E's. Interesting, scary: did you know vanillin is made outta rotten wood? :o Im still hoping for a better culture when it comes to food. I hate this system, with all its horrible additives and substances that never should've been there, along with how we treat other animals and our precious forests.

Damn the world, we're sinking.


Atleast Eyjafjallajökull figured out how to punish us ignorant earthlings.
[oh no, some days without airplanes, whatarewegonnado!] A while without airtraffic is just good for the environment. Looks kinda tough aswell.

Still a tiny bit sad it causes good people so much stress though, but I could care less about my friends being stuck in Paris and Thailand, arses.

Bahh, I need to sleep, cant understand why going to bed is so much trouble, when I really love to sleep. Common problem i guess, haha. Hope my 4hours at work tomorrow will be calm, and that I'll get a good night's sleep without that damn coughing. Promised my dad I will find a doctor, the man worries too much. Atleast gives him something to think about else from other things.

Oh, and I really need to go visit Ni, Ceedaine and others in Oslo soon. <3 So good night, sleep tight, dont let the bedbugs bite, and if they do take a shoe, and beat them until they are black and blue.

Day of All Seasons.

Wow, second post today already.

Luxery convention was rather funny, got to look at fancy cars in ugly colors, and someone gave us chocolate truffles. Next to the truffles was a duck, made outta confect by this guy at the stand. He said he'd had some spare-time earlier today, which probably meant he was bored. I can totally understand him. I also got to look at some Leica-equipment again, and they made fun of my compact fujifilm-camera. Rude bastards, apparently not the best camera on the market, but thats how it goes for poor people. They also had chihuauas there ofcourse, a must for every exhibitionist, haha. One of them tried to bite some kid, think I missed that. I believe we at some point got mistaken for being a bunch of photographs by some ladies in the wedding-business. They were all dressed in white, but nice and talkative.

After the convention we went to get some food at Spesial. Been long since my last café-meal, so I allowed myself a veggie-burger. Yum.

Weather today was fucked up. Crazy clouds, varied between hail, snow and sun all day. On my way home I ventured up to Koengen, got some pretty good pictures, aswell as a health-decrease. Fuck, I just cant seem to stop my coughing. Today I coughed so badly I got sick in the sink. Bwah, disturbing. I looked really confused when I looked in the mirror, haha.

Now Im just really tired, and kinda eager to sleep. Got a 9hours day of work tomorrow, and my head feels all heavy. Tried whisky, tried green tea. One for the throat and one for the head. Didnt work, so Im probably just tired :o

Here are some of todays photos.

G'night.

Batteries & Acid.

Hoi.

I finally made a stand: my diary is hereby outdated, and I have no interest in confronting the old memories that lurk inside of it's white pages, which I can hardly see the color of because of old teabags and stains of ink from broken pens. This shall be my new form of diary. I have not yet decided on what to write and not to write, but I think I will take that as time comes.

So I sit here with my coffee, The Slip playing on my stereo, annoyed that I can't find the lunch-bong we won at last week's quiz. Kinda typical I guess, since my head is so full of everything that I hardly even know where my feet are.
So I welcome you all humbly to my sort of chaos. :)

I'm waiting for some friends to announce when they want me to go meet them: we're heading to this luxery convention-thing in the Grieg Hall. Ingrid got some tickets at work, and we can't NOT go. Observing the poshy part of Bergen looking at shit-expensive objects that noone even know whats for is always fun, especially with my dear camera at hand [note to self: buy batteries].

The sun is actually shining, despise the dark skies of ashes shading over our country. This might be a good day, even though my coffee's weak & I've got battery acid on my hands from trying to rescue my old discman. Dont know whether I managed or not, atleast my hands are still there.

Today I woke up around 10, which is early for a sunday, especially since I only had four hours of sleep last night. And since my brain dont always know what to do, I actually got up, took a shower, and then went back to bed, prepared to get some more sleep. Instead I called my dad, who felt depressed cause it started snowing up there again yesterday. Think its mostly because of the ashes though. Im just glad he's up and breathing still.

Running outta time for now, cheers.